& im lucky to have him in my lifee

before him, anyone and everyone new what kinds of niggas would come into my life. I used to be that girl who never gave that chance. Stuntin by herself. Always did her thangg. I had my good share of stupid assholes. Left before was left & then was in holes that were so hard to get out of. I was more of the "fuck love" type bisnass because the love that was given before wasnt real. niggas can say & do the nicest things and not mean it. but i know the difference now. i know all the games that was played because i too played that game back. & this time its foreal no games at all. I never been caught up in my emotions & understand it like this. I never was soo down for a nigga until he made me see what i really need in my life. I never been soo satisfied. if you knew me before, there was ALWAYS something wrong with a dude, and when i say always, i mean ALWAYS, dont wanna embarass or point shit out but trust, ppl frum my past was NOT THE BISNASS. lol all the pain that was held inside me before has began to fade away because he made things better to make me forget about my past. makes sense? iono i cant explain...no one can ever do the things he do. he's really one in a million. neva woulda thought we'd end up together. its funny how we met lol ask me the story. its been 1 year 7.28.08 and im blessed that we are still together & hella solid. i know we have our arguments & stupid fights because of my stubborn ass but he still puts up with me and i put up with him because honestly i do need him. i mean regardless all the things thass been said and dun, he's always there for me. not only as a boyfriend but as a friend. i can tell him things when im in all kinds of moods & not scared to tell him anything. I've always wanted something like this & now i have it, i dont ever want to let this go. there aint nothing better out there for me. this is the best i've ever had & ever will have so ladies & fellas, let it be known that alex&jemilah aint letting nuttin come between us.

Promise ring. who does that ne more? ha who cares, my baby brought it back. plumeria hawaiian ring from na hoku jewelry. the 5 petals symbolizes: sincerity, faith, devotion aspiration and surrender. mMmph shinnin on u fake flower bitches. =p he's hella sweet. i know you jelly.