What has the world come to? rihanna & chris brown. good thing I AINT GOT A BIG ASS PROBLEM LIKE THIS FUCCK. haha. juss always remmber when you think your life cant get any better, THERES ALWAYS SUM1 ELSE who has bigger problems than you.
Out with the old, In with the new. I told myself things would be different, but i guess somethings cant change juss like that, you gotta actually strive harder than you ever can because if you dont try, it wont be accomplished. Ive always had a problem with school because me & school juss dont mix but thats life. You do things you HAVE to do whether you like it or not. Im in a battle where this war won't end unless i give in to try. sigh' its hard but thass life. i keep having these little moments where i juss wanna live, but i cant live if i dont work hard! ahhhhh im killin myself hahaha. but yeah at least my problem aint about no bitches or niggas no more =) thanks to the GREATEST FRIENDS & FAMILY & BOYFRIEND, my life is worth livin, now its up to me to focus & get where i always dreamt about. nothing aint finna stop me. i juss ask for gods help to give me the strength to actually thrive for the best & to NEVER JUS SETTLE FOR juss good enough, GO BIG OR GO HOME RIGHT? & thass what imma TRY TO DO. no more procrastination.... i needa make my parents happpy & honestly in the end, its for the best & MY HAPPIENESSS. money IS EVERYTHING, i never thought it mattered but it DOES bc life is about paayin bills, setting & plannin a good future for your kid n their kids n so onnn, n i have NO TIME to b fuckin up. i jus wish i had this mentalliiitty before i started my classes here in east bay. damn, but HEY its NEVER EVER too latte to turn things around.
i hate reality haha "on the count of three, EVERYBODY run back to our FANTASIESS" hha sike, this the REAL WORLD NIGGA STOP LIVIN IN DREAAMLAND, MAKE THAT SHIT HAPPEN FASSST.
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